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Fear is bad. or it could be good. But mostly lately it's been bad. But it's driven me right back to where God is and where I want to be. Trusting Him that things will work out that God is big enough that I'm loved enough to love even those who hurt me that even as if a slave like Nehemiah, I must serve and support and protect those in authority over me. Because God is love And He loves me I am loved. and because of that, I am free

You better be good. That's all.

Most relaxed and enjoyable Valentines yet. Enjoyed the day. Had lots of surprises. Great meal with my boys and a friend. Finished a project. Moving on to other things. Got coffee money and lots of candy. Offers to share candy to make up for my opened can of chips :) a bucket and a ball&chain. Gotta love that kind of day. I loved it.  I love you. Period. I mean it.

dichotomy not really believing in something wanting it to be real with every part of your being

could make a grown man weep or a broken heart take wing. For me? My hope ne'er dared to breathe.