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It really hits home that life is too short when you watch dear friends come to the final stages of their life here on earth.  No matter how much faith you have that you will see them again in eternity, it still hurts to see them this way. This lack of function and disintegrating mental capabilities is a sad way to end things.

Nothing like nightmares about yourself and other people being sucked up by a tornado to get your adrenaline racing. Some died. I didn't. Yet. Still scary. . Been praying against disasters and trying to calm down ever since.

When you aren't willing to commit to anything more than the bare minimum, it really leaves you lacking in my esteem.