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They are moving my baby boy away. :(

How do you treat ptsd in a 9yr old? . I've learned a lot in the last 2 years.  What's one more thing?  . Sigh.  Sin sucks and everyone impacted by it is the loser. . The counselor wouldn't make eye contact half the morning.  Bizarre. I felt "handled". Just come out and say what you think. And look at me when you do. . If I did love you, You would never know, you never asked. You never let your thoughts be known. . Attachment? What is that? Only one of the most important things every human needs.  To belong. To be together.  To be family.  To learn how to interact properly. It's bad when it's missing. It affects everything. The effects are negative. . Another new thing I'm learning. . Prayers . My soul finds you, and every second of my horrible day, Is made better because you are present.  . I really don't know how to make it okay. .

Bring back my baby!

It really hits home that life is too short when you watch dear friends come to the final stages of their life here on earth.  No matter how much faith you have that you will see them again in eternity, it still hurts to see them this way. This lack of function and disintegrating mental capabilities is a sad way to end things.