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My arms are sunburnt from today. The picnic was great. He's a genius and genuine legend. We will miss him. I saw old friends and had fun laughing with new ones. I got off work early just to get summoned back, but at least I was home. My feet have blisters. And they keep cramping. I almost threw up and couldn't breathe from pushing too hard. I confessed my sin and she laughed at me. Sonic has green tea.

Clean out all personal journal pages from anything you loan to the college age Bible study group...

I am loved. Who wouldn't be happy to know that with certainty?

I have started the process of moving my personal effects out of my office. I'm not quitting yet, I just want to be ready in the event that it does happen sooner rather than later. Although, a wise person once told me that I should  HALT: Never make decisions when HUNGRY, ANGRY, LONELY, or TIRED. SOUND ADVICE. So I went and bought myself a mocha frappuccino. :) Pride is a terrible thing.

I can no longer do my job. It is frustrating.  This is driving me crazy.

I have a theory. Actually I have many. Maybe someday I'll ask if I'm right.

"It's funny how the words we never say Can turn into the only thoughts we know"

Q. Can you die from a cold? A. Only if you can't breathe. Getting there.

I had an interesting conversation with a coworker of mine today. He was thinking aloud about a specific situation in the office and said, "There's a difference between being honest and being trustworthy, isn't there?" He was referencing a situation where he had been honest but he had not been trustworthy because he had broken a promise not to share. He was bothered by the fact until we discussed that someone else had shared the information prior to his confirmation of the facts. It relieved his mind to know he hadn't been the one to initially break confidence, but I wonder if he really thinks it excuses him from the promise if the other party already knows? What are your thoughts? Is he really trustworthy? Does it excuse him?

I have learned that no matter how much you hint around, your message isn't heard until you can be honest enough to say it in person. ~ You won't be satisfied with less. ~ I wish words weren't so confusing and always conveyed your full meaning. ~ "Choose to Love" by NEWSONG from their "Swallow the Ocean" album   LOVE THIS SONG ~ I wish we could always be what the other person needed without compromising the relationship with our LORD.  It would make relationships easier but I think we would never be our true self.  We would never become who God intended if we always conformed to the image others imagine us to be or who we think they want us to be or who we think we need to be in order to be loved.