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Today. Today! Today is national chocolate cake appreciation day. :D

Either the flu or I have long lasting migraines. So thankful to be pretty much back to feeling normal again.

A friend told me to give warning when I post because my vagueness is so depressingly emo that they need to find a place where they can be alone and hurt for me. I laughed.  It's easy to misinterpret what's being said indirectly, and it gives rise to a lot of wondering. Most of my posts, however, are not from depressing drama in my life, though apparently my poor communication is easily interpreted that way. Mostly it's just brain blurbs written too late in the evening.

How can you ever be certain if no one ever speaks plainly of what is over what isn't? . Yesterday I set off the security alarm on the way out of a store.  Makes you feel awkward even if you aren't guilty. . The mouse isn't so cute this evening. . I think there is a thing living in the attic. I heard something and now I can't relax for listening so intently. . How long does an offer like that last anyway? Forever?  I could use a promise like that. . The mind is a beautifully frustrating thing. . The kids in my youth group have very active imaginations regarding my supposed love life. If they only knew the truth. . My kids are a blessing. One of them thanked God I was their Mom tonight. The other one is still holding back. We'll get there. God willing. . Because it would forever change things, that's why we go on as if it doesn't exist, tiptoe around the elephant everyone's always taking sides on with their ideals of what's right and what isn't. .

"Things" don't do anything. You have to make things work. No excuses.