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I think every part of me hurts today. I'm just glad it isn't totally debilitating. That is all.

Sometime in the night last night I woke up just enough to realize I was hurting and that I should move.  It hurt a lot to move. Like all my muscles had atrophied and needed to break from that hideous concrete shell casing dust cracking and crumbling and falling away as I moved. Like a gargoyle come to life only to lay flat out and fall back asleep again. . Someone stole my cc number today and charged crazy things. . I was a cranky lady. . I attended a drink mixing party with a pregnant lady.

Sometimes I wonder if there is too much honesty going on or if the perspective is still so skewed?

Starting small deflates the dream bubble to reality size.  It's easy to have a grandiose plan, but when you realize it means dedicated work, that's the kicker. Achieving the second lap is both harder and easier than the first.  The first time your excitement carries the day. The following times are just staying true to your promise. Finishing something you haven't done in a long while feels good, even if no one ever knows but you. :)

Ugh. Tried to watch the "Earth to Echo" move with the kids.  Who in their right mind makes a whole movie in shaking hand held video? I'm so motion sick.