Just A Girl

I'm not brave.
I'll never be.
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Guess who just spent the last hour and a half sitting in the car inside the garage practicing a song because the boys were sleeping?  Yeah. Me. This girl right here. Crazy :D
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Vulnerability. I'm not good at placing myself in any place of vulnerability. I'll even lie to protect my self image. Not that I want to, but after all, who comes clean immediately after saying something patently stupid that leaves you flustered and red in the face? Why wouldn't you continue to look like an idiot? Sigh. Which is why it's embarrassing and annoying when it happens to me.
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I wish I could come clean about some past things that bother me without feeling like an idiot. But then I wonder what difference would it make because it isn't impacting anyone else at all apparently. 

Just like the other day I was talking to someone and they didn't even remember the event happening. :) silly me. Now they will. Not sure how many more of my guts I want to spill.

It's sometimes better to clear up the wondering.

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