Truce

A one sided war is waged on a regular basis.
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I don't think any more. It's great not to have that hanging around my neck like death waiting.
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It's strange knowing that I won't be getting up in the morning to go to work. I don't like it. It's very strange and discombobulating. You would think I would take advantage of all this extra time to tackle big projects. What I am finding is that it is hard to do normal things when you don't have a normal day so you just end up bumbling through.
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Some days I feel like I am getting better at this parenting thing. The other days I do a lot of mental screaming.
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I love my boys. I really do. I just hope I'm not ruining them.
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I have court Thursday.
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Don't ever let your kids know you didn't want them.
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Why do people insist on relationships with unsuitable people?
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A person apologized to me this weekend for calling and complaining about their treatment at the hands of someone else. They still feel that hurt and animosity, but they apologized to me. Still not any less awkward. Still a reality but not anything I can change. Just praying.
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Silence speaking

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