More than tired

It is so easy to want to give up.
I am thankful for the two people who went out of their way to encourage me yesterday and today.
My heart still feels like it is ripped out of my chest.
My eyes water easily.
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Holding your breath to compress the sob inside makes one solid cry.
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I hate this part.
But I will be an adult about things.
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Trying isn't everything.
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I'm not happy. Maybe. I think I've lost something. It's hard to tell because I can't think straight for the life of me unless it's work or I'm angry. Not a good idea on any day.

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