Things I've told myself in the end

I needed a muse
and
you were it
For a while.

Sorry. maybe.
because
How could you see around it
to the real me?

Convenient way to
Block
Everything.

Not knowing.

Not thinking.

Dumb.

Ignorant.

feelings.

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